Desire

One thing that I am finding is that as I get to know my sweet little submissive better I desire her more or perhaps more correctly I should say my desire to dominate her and control her grows with every day. Everything that she does to please me and to try to be obedient and dutiful also makes me want her more - she is also cheeky, disobedient and quite strong-willed about some things, not that I am complaining as this gives me the opportunity to give her the discipline that she needs and desires and in meeting her needs I also meet my own.

Living in Interesting Times

It is a very long time since I was involved in a relationship that feels as intense and exciting and so very right as the one I am in now with my beloved submissive and at last I feel whole. She makes me feel proud each and every day and with everything she does to please me I feel the bond between us growing. I intend to be the best Master I can be for her and show her just how precious she is to me every single day.

It's not easy to be D/s

Just in case anyone thinks that a D/s relationship is an easy thing and is based only on kinky sex let me put them right. There is a lot more honesty and sincerity in being someone's Master than in a lot of vanilla relationships, for a start there is a lot more negotiating and setting of boundaries which there needs to be when you have so much responsibility for, and power over, another person.
After all I have promised to protect my submissive and do nothing to harm her and than means mentally, physically, socially and spiritually so there is a lot to consider. And she in turn has promised to do everything I ask of her - so there is the responsibility once again to do no harm because of how much trust she has in me and to respect the priceless gift she has given to me - herself.

The Master

And now I am the Master of a very cheeky submissive. She is very intelligent, very loving, very naughty and is an old fashioned girl at heart. In short she is almost the idea woman for me, apart from the small thing of distance but this is something we are going to work on together.
I really don't know how she has done it but I now feel complete, the thing that was missing from my life is now there and even more importantly the hurt and the doubts that I had about myself are fading fast.
There is another thing about our relationship - a lot of Masters seem to think that you cannot love your submissive - but I disagree, in any BDSM relationship discipline and training given in love and respect for your submissive's gift of herself is far more effective and strengthens the ties between us which I sincerely hope will last for eternity.
So I don't mind anyone knowing that I love my sweet little submissive