The problem with all these failed relationships and bad dates was that it started me thinking very black and negative thoughts about myself. After all if so many people could reject me in sometimes quite cruel ways I must have been to blame surely? And as so many of these people wanted to be domineering - I will stop short of calling them dominant - perhaps that made me a bit of a submissive.
The other thing was that I wanted an old fashioned girl who wanted to be loved and controlled - which made me a Master
But how could I be both a Dominant Master and a submissive? - was I a switch or just a crazy mixed up bag of hurt confused feelings who was outside of the mainstream looking in and wanting something that was not for me?
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