The real turning point came when I broke one of my self-imposed rules - never get involved in a relationship with someone you work with. I felt happier having someone I could actually trust and turn to - anyway it was all fine to start with spending time with each other away from work and doing all sorts of things that couples do and there was a very real possibility of some intimacy but alas the woman was really quite wilful and when the rose-tinted glasses of first lust fell away I saw all the things that weren't quite right.
I'm not really all that ready to go into the details at the moment -partly because I'm still a bit messed up from it all even after the passage of a couple of years- and partly because there were still some very good things to come out of it, not least a rekindling of an enthusiasm for photography which really helped me through the dark times and gave me a way of meeting a lot of new friends and associates and even making a few pounds here and there when the going was really bad.
I'm not really all that ready to go into the details at the moment -partly because I'm still a bit messed up from it all even after the passage of a couple of years- and partly because there were still some very good things to come out of it, not least a rekindling of an enthusiasm for photography which really helped me through the dark times and gave me a way of meeting a lot of new friends and associates and even making a few pounds here and there when the going was really bad.
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